My father was a singer, soccer player, judo teacher, paratrooper, spy, pastor in an American racist church and personal advisor to General de Gaulle until 1958. He told me one day that the general had betrayed him. And so his best friend became his sworn enemy. He then declared to me that he intended to kill de Gaulle, and asked for my help. I didn't have a choice. It was an order. I was proud And afraid at the same time. At thirteen the gun is surprisingly heavy.