I Missed A Prayer 350623

When we were young, we used to be commanded by someone who was older than us to pray. We hear a sheikh talking about prayer, its importance, and the punishment for abandoning it, so we go to pray, and we find that the prayer is heavy, so we leave it. We thought that whoever commands us to do it does not feel what we feel. We thought that whoever keeps it has a divine gift that we do not have. We waited for that divine gift for a long time.. until we missed prayer after prayer. Because we did not solve the root of the problem.. which is why prayer seems heavy